Chapter 42 Pretending to be Asleep

　　I try my best to sleep but I can’t maybe because I am so happy. I can feel that he is still sitting beside me. I want to open my eyes and talk with him or stare at him to make sure whether he is real, but I can’t. He has just ordered me to sleep although he was in a gentle manner. 　　I control my breath to pretend that I am sleeping. Not long later, I hear he stand up. “ Is he going to leave?” I can’t tell whether I am happy or not when I make the guess, but he doesn’t move actually. I hold my breath and dare not to move, especially my eyes. It feels that he is looking at me. “Why is he looking at me? Has he found that I am acting sleeping?” My heart drops more quickly and I they are not open my eyes to face his possible anger. Suddenly, I hear him sigh and say, “ Emelia...” I almost respond subconsciously, but luckily I hold myself back. 　　He seems to not have found that I am pretending to be asleep. He stares at me for some time and I hear the footsteps going away from me. I hear hi