Chapter 14 -It's all about my willingness

"Have you made your mind?" "Yes, and there's no turning back." "Well then, you remember, from now on, in front of outsiders you will be called Laura Louise." ...... ...... Jennifer woke up again from her dream, her mind kept echoing with a bunch of voices, each voice kept shouting " Laura, Laura ", she took a glass of ice water and drunk, her body calmed down. She was not yet familiar enough with the new name Eddie had given her, and every now and then she dreamed of being pulled around by a bunch of people. She touched the small of her back out of habit, only to remember that the little life there had gone. The wind was still a bit cool, not enough to sting the bones when it swept over her skin, but she felt her heart was aching. Still sleepless, she took out her lighter and lit the candle she had bought from the little shop in the afternoon, watching the light rub off a little, and staring at it again until it was all dim. Today is the first seven days after a miscarriage o