  &quot;Leave now before I get you escorted out...&quot;
      &quot;I will I promise, I'm not leaving you.&quot;
      &quot;Leave.&quot;
      &quot;You are not wanted here.&quot;
      &quot;You are a fool Jason Silva.&quot;
      &quot;Leave.&quot;
      I woke up with a jolt and stopped. My heartbeat was the only thing that I could hear in the dark empty room, my body incredibly tangled with the black sheets that were now sticking to my skin due to my incessant sweating. I placed both my hands on my face while closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, feeling an headache already forming. I simply laid there, not sure for how long, looking at the ceiling while replaying my nightmare over and over again, her words, his words, their actions. My eyes burned but I refused to cry, I should have known, everything was so easy with her, it couldn't possibly be real. I don't deserve to shed a

  I'm an idiot.
      There's no other way to describe myself and my actions. Why did I visit him? I'm a masochist, I must be, there's no other explanation. My legs simply moved and my wings flew me back to where my friends were staying and there he was, standing by the window when he should be sleeping. I only meant to check up on everyone one last time before I left for good, I know that they would be okay since Axel has the spells book now but a perpetual ache was stinging my chest pulling me towards Jason's room, one thing led to another and we exchanged glances, we looked at each other in the eyes and a void feeling scratched my insides, guilt. Before I reminded myself what I was supposed to be doing, and left.
      That was 3 days ago.
      Right now I'm in a small town named Gerifell, staying at a local hotel with the perfect view for the police department. After two days in the

  Letting Jason believe that I've been playing with his heart the whole time was one of the most difficult and heartbreaking things that I've ever done in my entire life. Adding the fact that I knew that he was still there hiding behind the column while I hugged his best friend, his most trusted friend, minutes after I ordered him to go didn't make anything easier, but it had to be done. I spared Axel on the night of the coronation and asked him to come visit me so that I could explain him what went down, who I was and my role in the whole situation, in exchange he had to promise me to keep quiet and avoid raising suspicions of our meetings throughout the week. At first his reaction was what I had expected of him, fear. But as the conversation developed he soon found himself overcoming that fear and looking at me with the upmost respect, so much respect that he obligated himself to bow t

&quot;Leave now before I get you escorted out...&quot;
      &quot;I will I promise, I'm not leaving you.&quot;
      &quot;Leave.&quot;
      &quot;You are not wanted here.&quot;
      &quot;You are a fool Jason Silva.&quot;
      &quot;Leave.&quot;
      I woke up with a jolt and stopped. My heartbeat was the only thing that I could hear in the dark empty room, my body incredibly tangled with the black sheets that were now sticking to my skin due to my incessant sweating. I placed both my hands on my face while closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, feeling an headache already forming. I simply laid there, not sure for how long, looking at the ceiling while replaying my nightmare over and over again, her words, his words, their actions. My eyes burned but I refused to cry, I should have known, everything was so easy with her, it couldn't possibly be real. I don't deserve to shed a single tear for my ignorance, but at the end of the day she was still my mate as I was hers.
 

Chapter 27 27: Jason