Chapter 79

~James' POV~ I was sitting on the floor. Staring at the letter, I still hadn't started reading it. This entire situation was driving me crazy and breaking my heart at the same time. ’Read it. I’m here with you, you're not alone’ Blade assured me. I dragged my hand over my face and then started reading the letter. ’Dear James, my wonderful Alpha. I am truly sorry for this, but my most important responsibility is to keep you and the pack safe. Even from me. Writing this letter is the single hardest thing I've ever had to do. You taught me so much in the short time I have known you. But the one thing I will always be grateful for is the fact that you gave me a family. People to love and the feeling of being loved. The feeling of being a part of something. The feeling of belonging. You gave me that, James, and for that, I will be eternally grateful. Another thing you gave me was the chance to fall in love with myself and with you. I realized it was a feeling unlike anything I had ever expe