Chapter 180

　　Catherine's POV 　　"Yes. I hate him so much that I want to kill him. But I think I hate myself even more. I probably wouldn't have been able to run away that night, no matter who it was." I felt a bit stiff and cold, and I was trembling. It took great courage to open up old wounds again. 　　I chose to forget everything before. I chose to start my life after I had Noah and Hedwig. 　　I felt happiness only after having them in my life. 　　"Ms. Wyatt, relax. Can you tell me what your nightmares were like?" Penelope asked me as softly as she could. 　　I nodded. 　　"Sometimes I felt torn apart by an animal, and sometimes I felt trapped in a dark room." 　　"Be more specific. Have you ever had any sex dreams?" 　　"Yes ... yes, once." 　　"Can you see the man's face in the dream?" 　　"It was very blurry. I couldn't." 　　Penelope recorded my symptoms. After thinking for a moment, she suddenly said, "Now that you know it was King Blake, do you hate him?" 　　My entire body stiffened, and I froze for a long