Chapter 32

Today is Ryan’s 45th birthday, and he invited me and the Shadow Pack. Obviously, Corrine celebrates Ryan's birthday by hosting a large party every 5 years. She actually wanted to do this every year, but Ryan disagreed, so they compromised. Here, I returned to the place where Sean and I discovered that we were mates. What I didn't know was that he was drunk. I forgave Sean that night, but every time I think about it, I can't help but feel embarrassed and hurt again. I don't know what happened to Sean and me. I don't even want to know. I want to live in the present and enjoy it. Maybe I am a fool, or this may be the best thing I have ever done. It's been a week since I shared the bed with Sean for the first time. Since then, he has come to my bed every night. I remember the night after he came in. I panted, and apparently started a one-sided argument. I sat on the bed and listed what a big mistake Sean was. Do you know what he did? He ignored me, pushed me down, put me around him, and fe