Fabian Crave

ONE HOUR BEFORE AARON COMES INTO ETERNITY APARTMENT I laid the floor of my room, sleep never comes to me, I didn't eat anything for two days I don't have a craving, because the only appetite I have is of Aaron, his love, his care for me If he is with me, I can never be like this but I can't go back to him because he hates me he thinks that I am a backstabber I feel like shallow now, life there is no soul in me, no heart, my love, soul, heart I leave that in his doorstep when I leave him, I left somebody who loved me despite my many, seemingly unforgivable faults. I left somebody out of fear. Fear is an incredibly powerful influence, it is also a disguised demon. The words he spoke were daggers and his actions venom. Combined is was a brutal massacre of a loving heart. Pure and beautiful. Flawed perfection. This Earth holds many beauties, treasures beyond your wildest dreams. But nothing compares to him. I restricted my eyes tightly now even tears also dried in my eyes, I can't bre