Our First Date But....

I sit all alone and wonder why It's hard to go on without a heart It was his razorblade words that tore it apart The sound of a door swinging open caused me to jump. Aaron enters our bedroom. I didn't see him, but I can feel his presence behind me. The silence was the only thing he met when he opened the door. His arms wrapped around my waist, and he hugged me tightly His head is rested on my shoulder I can feel his breath on my neck I closed my eyes while looking upward and disparagingly shaking my head "I am sorry, I should not get mad at you, but I was so scared when I didn't find you in our house, you know last time what happened to you I... I almost lost you," He said curling his hands inward I closed my eyes sagging against his hard chest I looked at him, his I noticed his eyes widening slightly He comes near me, and his eyes shifted towards my lips His breath is fanning across my lips I closed my eyes, but nothing happens I am disappointed with this; I don't know why, but I