Chapter 94

　　Louisa's POV 　　I was completely petrified. 　　The cold, sharp blade of the knife was pressed against my throat. 　　If I moved, even slightly, my throat would be sliced open. 　　I saw the craziness in Lucas' eyes and I knew immediately that was it. 　　I knew this day would come, but I guessed people would never be ready for their own death. 　　"What have you just done? You didn't have to provoke him like that." I heard the sound of my wolf in my mind. "Now he's mad. He's going to rape and kill you." 　　"I know," I said. 　　"I don't want to die. I don't want to be killed by my own mate," my wolf said. 　　"I know," I replied. "But I've had enough of this kind of miserable life. I'm tired of being beaten, threatened, and humiliated by someone who doesn't even have a heart. The void in his chest will never be filled by anything. I tried, really." 　　"Well, you need to try harder." My wolf said in a calm voice. "I need your permission to take over." 　　"I won't give it to you." 　　"So you want to get