Chapter 15

　　Louisa’s POV 　　I was left on the bed, chained and collared. 　　Despised and disfavored. 　　I covered my face and wept silently. 　　How could I be this stupid? 　　Lucian was the only one who was trying to help me. 　　But I ruined it just like that. 　　I was in tremendous fear again, having realized that there would be no one in this pack to help me. 　　My stomach started turning and my head was deflated. 　　Maybe a stupid girl like me didn’t deserve to be loved or cherished. 　　Maybe I was just supposed to be chained and locked up, being someone’s subject or a disposable sex toy. 　　Uma told me that I should aim at being a Luna. 　　But if she had spent more time with me, she would have seen how wrong she had been. 　　I was a complete disgrace. 　　A shame. 　　And she died for a foolish girl like me. 　　I just wasn’t wired up for something so sophisticated as vengeance. 　　As I was about to cry myself to sleep, I heard some chaos from outside the tent. 　　“Stay here and wait for your turn.” A voice said