Chapter 19

　　Louisa's POV 　　Lucas' lips became a straight line. He looked a bit awkward. 　　"It's really hard for me to explain everything to you verbally," he said. "I couldn't figure it out, to be honest." 　　I raised an eyebrow. 　　He wrapped me up in a bathrobe and wiped me clean before walking me to the bedroom. 　　He lay next to me. 　　I thought he would come forward and cuddle me, but he didn't. 　　He intentionally kept a safe distance between us. 　　I was a bit disappointed. 　　"So, how are you planning to explain everything to me?" I asked, leaning against the bed. 　　"I can show it to you," Lucas said. "I don't want to make it weird, but you have to promise that you won't freak out after you see it." 　　"Is there anything of you that I hadn't seen before?" I frowned. 　　"Well, technically speaking, yes," Lucas replied and sat up straight. "You have to make a promise to me first." 　　"Okay, Okay. I promise that I won't freak out," I said. "I'm a man of my word." 　　I was very certain that I would