Intimacy

There is an awkward energy between Ivan and me for the rest of the day. Though we are not exactly mad at each other, there is something that pushes us to stay as far away as possible before we have regrettable actions. Or maybe I am angry with him, after all. I don’t like how he’s trying to avoid this problem that I’m sure we will have to face sooner or later. I also don’t like how he cares so much about this family company that has been built with the blood and bones of innocent victims. Why can’t he see that he needs to let go of it? He has the opportunity to do so since his father is not around to control him anymore but...This all makes me think that perhaps Ivan do enjoy hurting other people. God, I’m so confused. Valentino and Milo don’t fail to notice the cold between their brother and me. Thankfully, they choose not to comment. I busy myself with housekeeping chores, spending most of my times in the kitchen and refusing to eat with them in the dining room. All I want is for thi