Chapter 42

I lead the way back to our hotel room. Since Ivan is walking right behind me, I make the sway of my hips even more noticeable. People turn to watch me walk down the hallway with a kind of confidence that doesn’t reflect how I truly feel inside. I’m so nervous. I’m going to be intimate with a man for the first time...I’m about to lose my virginity. This is all so nerve wrecking. Yet, I throw my hair back like this is a night like so many others in my life. When I reach our door, I feel Ivan’s body pressing tight behind me as I try to enter the code. His heavy breath fans over me and I distinctly sense the bulge in his pants, sitting right over my ass cheeks. The excitement builds up inside me like wildfire. The door opens and we go in hurriedly. “Well, aren’t you a little impatient?” I mock him, finally turning around to face Ivan. He’s already getting rid of his jacket and throwing it somewhere on the floor. “Did you notice how those men were looking at you?” “What men?” “All of them..