Chapter 89

In the middle of a hospital ward Elijiah is trapped in his own net of his mind. For him his cousins are his life and he can't help but think that if he hadn't been so immature, if he hadn't been a callow from morning till night maybe Kaleigh wouldn't have been kidnapped, maybe so many people wouldn't have died in vain . He is a damn alpha and he could do nothing. This thought actually kills him and consumes him, making him unable to rise from the spell of his own mind. "What if?" is a very toxic question because if you are not some kind of omniscient god you can’t do anything and you will never have the right answer, but you will turn into a vicious circle of your own beliefs and frustrations and easily, easily lose the essential. Elijah sits and thinks about everything he's done so far. "What defines us, Nero?" Elijah asks puzzled. "Tell me one thing that's worth getting out of here. He tells his wolf. "Love for those around you?" Nero asks. "And was that love enough when they needed