chapter 80

Curled in Colton s arms in bed, my head laid on his chest as I listen to that steady rhythm of his heartbeat, I doze in and out of peaceful and contented slumber. Something keeps waking me when I start to fall deeply, and I can t seem to put my finger on it. Like a dream or a feeling that s just out of sight and seems to jump in to haul me back whenever my consciousness drifts away. An unease or a threatening nightmare maybe, it s definitely a sense of wrong and try as I might, I can t seem to fall into blissful darkness for any length of time. It s almost dawn and I have barely dozed for more than twenty-minute slots at a time. I m frustrated and exhausted, yet I can t seem to rest. Colton however is completely out cold, wrapped up around me protectively, his face buried in my hair as he silently inhales and exhales so peacefully that it at least brings me a sense of calm. In his preferred position of full-frontal body wedged against my side as I lay on my back, held in his arms an