chapter 65

There s a mix of apprehension and nerves in the pit of my stomach as we get hotter and heavier, despite wanting it more than air, and Colton lowers his pelvis between my thighs and gently grinds against me, igniting a craving with the goodness of his attention. I moan and bite his bottom lip, gripping his shoulder as I lift my hips to him and push him to do it harder as sensation arouses me fully, and I swear, I ve never been so ready to lose my virginity as I am at this moment. This dry humping thing he has going on is enough to push me over the edge and I m almost insane with the craving to get him inside me. If all of this is anything like the end result, then I have no desire to keep waiting. Only the niggles and worries in the back of my mind are stopping me from pulling my clothes off and prompting him to go faster. I ve heard it can hurt; there were horror stories from other girls in the home, even those who paired up and marked. They said the first time is not always a pleas