CHAPTER 58: The bold step

　　My eyes pried open as the door to my room cracked and I saw Zion dragging himself through and towards my bed. I had just closed my eyes not so long ago trying to sleep and the strain lingered in them now that I stared at my son. 　　“Zion, baby, what’s wrong?” I asked. 　　“I couldn’t sleep,” he grumbled, already climbing onto the bed and crawling over to my side. 　　I pouted, “Oh honey, I’m sorry. Do you want to sleep with mommy?” 　　He bobbed his head, and I opened my arms to him, tightening them when he got into it. I kissed his hair and rested my head on the pillow. 　　Not long after he came into my arms, he fell asleep, but I couldn’t sleep. I kinda saw these sleepless nights and unending thoughts coming, but I let my heart think for me. 　　The memories of what happened between me and Aaron at Zion’s party kept me up. I didn’t need a psychic to know my want for him had gotten out of control for a while now. My inability to control my desire for that man had led to what happened, a