Chapter 06

~ Ryan ~ My whole world collapsed as I saw the woman who was laying on the bed. Her eyes were covered and hands were tied but I could recognize her. She was the woman I saw two weeks ago in front of the hospital. I could feel that she was scared. I looked at her red lips and my eyes fell on her body. Fuck… Her breasts, slim waist, long legs. Shit.. I felt my body was trying to take control. Fuck my lust. I looked at her neck and collarbones. Holy fuck… Fucking attractive. I couldn t wait so I took off my clothes and climbed onto the bed as I placed myself on top of her body. She was scared, scared as fuck…. I slowly removed her nightgown and looked at her. My heart beat increased as I looked at her. Is she a goddess? Fucking gorgeous. With that I started to do what I was supposed to do to her. I was gentle because I knew this was her first time and it would hurt her. As I started to move the satin that was covering her eyes became wet. She s crying and biting her lips. I saw her lips were already bleeding and that was a fucking attractive to look. So I failed to hold myself back and I kissed her. It was the first time I kissed a woman. I kissed her and she also responded to it while pulling me closer to her Fuck… Her body and her touch felt so fucking amazing. I lost every bit of sanity because of her touch and I became rough and crazy on her. I did it to her five times and she s already asleep. After I was done. I got off her body and sat on the bed. Her breathing was calm and I knew she was in deep sleep. I slowly removed the blindfold and looked at her beauty. Fuck… She s so fucking gorgeous.. No wonder why grandma said she found a pretty woman. I traveled my thumb through her face. Fucking smooth. I have seen so many beautiful women but this woman is beyond that. She s gorgeous, pure and innocent. I kissed her forehead and got up from the bed. Then I saw the huge blood patch on the bed. Her virginity. It was me who took it. Her first man. I felt somewhat proud because I took her for the first time and I will be her man forever. "You belong to me." I said as I smiled. She can t hear me but she will know it soon. With that I went into the washroom and showered. Then I changed into my clothes and went towards the bed. I covered her with the blanket and kissed her forehead before leaving. "Wait for me tonight" I whispered against her ear and left the room. "Young master, is everything alright?" It was aunty Jade who came after me as soon as I left the room. What the fuck? Why is she awake? "Why are you awake at this time?" I was angry. Did this woman stay here and listen? Fuck.. "Old madam asked me to stay awake until the young master finished" Suddenly fury took over me as I heard those words. What the fuck? Until I finished? What kind of nonsense is this? Why do I feel something weird with grandma? Shit.. forget it "I m leaving" With that I left the house. I m not sure about myself. If I stayed there more I would do it again to her. Fuck. I went home and it s already four in the morning. As I entered the house I saw grandma was awake and sitting on the sofa while reading a newspaper. "Grandma? Why are you awake?" I asked her because she never stays awake or never wakes up this early. "Oh. You re back. I was waiting for you Ryan" She put the newspaper aside and looked up at me. "So.. it s done right?" She asked me as I nodded. She sighed and patted the next seat on the sofa. I went and sat down next to her. "You don t have to go there again." What? Why? Did she think a man and a woman can create a baby in one day? What the fuck? "Why?" I asked as she sighed. "Today she will get pregnant. I checked her health details and she had a 100% chance to get pregnant so you don t have to go again. If she didn t get pregnant you go and do it after two months" What? Grandma.. Did she check those things too? But I wanted to see her again. "I ll go tonight" I said because I wanted to see her. "NO.. You re not going tonight and without my permission you can t step into that house again" What the fuck? Why? She s going to give birth to my child. Why can t I go? "Why grandma? She s going to give birth to my baby. It s good if I could see her" I really wanted to stay with her until she gave birth to the baby. "Are you crazy? Do you know what kind of woman she is and why she sold her body?" My heart tightened as I remembered her gorgeous face. Actually, why did she sell her body to an unknown man? Wait… I saw her at the entrance of the hospital. What happened to her? A sudden sadness ran through my heart. "Her boyfriend is in the hospital and he needs money for his surgery. She loved him so much and decided to sell her body but don t you think she s a cunning woman who cheated on her boyfriend? She s doing this for her man but selling her body to another man is something not good. So don t get attached to her. She may become a prostitute soon" My heart shattered into pieces as I heard what grandma said. Does she really have a boyfriend that she loves? She sold her body because of him? Why does my heart hurt so much? I.. I thought I could make her mine and love her but she already has someone she loves. Yeah, she s cheating on him but isn t it all for him? What kind of love did she have for him? Fuck… why my heart hurts? I have never felt something like this before but why now? And why for her? Shit.. "Are you okay Ray?" I came back to my senses because of grandma s voice. "Yeah. I won t go then" My heart tightened and I betrayed my feelings. I really wanted to go and see her but grandma was right I can t get attached to a woman like that. "Good. Ray doesn't even think about going there and meeting her even if she got pregnant. She will definitely seduce you and try to become the young lady of this family." Seduce me? Become a young lady? But her face was so fucking innocent and I can t even think that she can seduce a man. Urghh but grandma is correct. I should listen to her. "Alright grandma. I m going to my room" With that I got up from the sofa and left. I just couldn t make myself forget her pictures. She s just so fucking gorgeous. The way she hugged me and the way she depended on myself. Fuck.. I can t get her out of my mind. What did she do to me? This is not me.. I wasn t like this before. I went to my room and sat on the bed. Shit. She has a boyfriend but if she loves him so much why is she still virgin? And she was also scared, Fuck she didn t even know how to kiss properly. Did grandma find wrong information? No she can t be wrong. Just forget about that woman. I rested for a few hours and got ready to go to my office. I came out for breakfast and everyone was there but my father was absent. Every year he had one day that he avoided everyone in this house. So yeah, today is that day. On that day he always went out in the evening and never returned until it was dawn. I wanted to know the reason but I was afraid that it would hurt him. I sighed and sat down for breakfast. No one spoke and it was the same as before. I wanted to ask grandma about it but for some reason I wanted to know about it from my father. After breakfast I slowly walked towards my dad s room. I wanted to see him. I slowly opened the door to his room and looked inside and saw dad was sitting in front of the window while looking at something in his hands. I walked towards him and stood behind him. I knew he felt that I came into the room but he didn t care, he was just staring at the framed picture in his hands. I looked at the picture. Unknown emotions surge into me as I look at the woman in the picture. Knee length dark brown and black mixed hair with blue eyes. Just like mine. She was smiling brightly, she s definitely smiling at the person who took the picture. She was wearing a long white frock and she had one sunflower on her hand and she was wearing another sunflower behind her left ear. I have heard that according to Hawaiin culture if a woman wears a flower behind her left ear that means she s married or in a relationship. I smiled without knowing myself. So gorgeous, totally similar to her but eyes and hair are different. Then I looked at my father who was still staring at her as his life depended on her. Wait… So maybe he s the one who took that picture. Who is she? My mother? My heartbeat quickened. Is she really my mother or someone dad loved?