  &quot;Ryan can I go out today? I mean alone? I want to meet Amelia for something&quot; I asked Ryan as he came into the room after cuddling Noel for a long time.
      &quot;Why? Don t go alone Julianna&quot; He spoke with a worried voice. Why is he worried?
      &quot;Nothing will happen to me Ryan don t worry I ll just meet her and come only for one or two hours&quot; I smiled and jogged towards him as I hugged him. I looked up at his face and saw he was smiling.
      &quot;Okay. Call me before you go. I m going to the office now&quot; I nodded at him and kissed his cheek. After Ryan left I called Amelia,
      &quot;Mily, you re going today?&quot; I asked her but deep inside of me I didn t want her to leave but I m angry at that bastard too. It was all his fault.
      &quot;Yeah, shall we meet in the cafe beside the royal park?&quot; I heard her broken voice through the phone and

  ~ Ryan ~
      Time passed and it s already three months since I married Julianna. Having Julianna in my arm every morning made my life just feel like heaven. I was happy and my life was really happy because of my son and wife but I had a burden in my heart and it was Chris. After finding that Amelia left him he became so broken and he even beat up people for nothing. He was arrested more than five times over these months. He s looking for her like a crazy man and Julianna said she doesn t know where she went but I knew Julianna knew something about it. I saw the guilt in her everytime she looked at Chris.
      &quot;Ryan breakfast is ready&quot; I looked at Julianna who just came into the room and found she s getting changed. She always looks tired but when I asked her she always said my eyes have problems.
      &quot;Let s go&quot; I grabbed her from her waist and kissed her forehe

  &quot;You asked him?&quot; I walked through the balcony while holding her hand.
      &quot;No. Why should I? It s his private life and I didn t want to be involved so I just marked it as unread and acted like nothing happened.&quot; She stopped walking and looked at the sea with a smile. She s sad, isn t she?
      &quot;Juli I m going back home after this. I just don t want to stay here and get involved with his life, specially I don t want to get hurt and I'm not that strong because I think I m falling in love with him. He s not someone that I could match or fall in love&quot; She spoke with a hurt voice and her eyes turned red and I knew she was forcing her tears.
      &quot;Mily you are going home? It s not a good idea&quot; I said because of what she told me that day about her step father.
      &quot;No, I'll stay in an apartment. I won t go home. That s crazy&quot; She smiled 

&quot;Ryan can I go out today? I mean alone? I want to meet Amelia for something&quot; I asked Ryan as he came into the room after cuddling Noel for a long time.
      &quot;Why? Don t go alone Julianna&quot; He spoke with a worried voice. Why is he worried?
      &quot;Nothing will happen to me Ryan don t worry I ll just meet her and come only for one or two hours&quot; I smiled and jogged towards him as I hugged him. I looked up at his face and saw he was smiling.
      &quot;Okay. Call me before you go. I m going to the office now&quot; I nodded at him and kissed his cheek. After Ryan left I called Amelia,
      &quot;Mily, you re going today?&quot; I asked her but deep inside of me I didn t want her to leave but I m angry at that bastard too. It was all his fault.
      &quot;Yeah, shall we meet in the cafe beside the royal park?&quot; I heard her broken voice through the phone and I sighed.
      &quot;I ll come now&quot; I changed into a long black wrap around skirt and bla

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