Chapter 49

After I was done with everything we finally came home. Noel wasn t at home yet. I sighed and looked at Ryan who was already looking at me. "Let s go out for dinner" Ryan kissed my forehead and grabbed me from my waist. I nodded at him and smiled. "Julianna. What did he say?" I knew what he was asking about but how am I going to answer his question? How can I tell him that his next stage is suicide? My heart tightened as I remembered the doctor's words. "Nothing special. Just asked me to give you medicine at time" I smiled and kissed his cheek. He watched me for a while and didn t say anything, just nodded at me and I knew he didn t believe me. "Ryan, just don t think about it okay? Everything will be fine" I didn t want him to doubt himself and overthink. "Julianna, don t leave me okay?" With that he buried his face against my neck. My throat became dry because of his words. I wanted to cry but I force