  &quot;Chris..How am I going to find her now?&quot; I have never felt this kind of helplessness. Fuck.. My mind keeps showing me Noah s smile and Julianna s smile. Shit…
      &quot;I don t know man..&quot; Urghh.. I should find her. Shit.
      &quot;Maybe she will come to see Noel tomorrow. I don t think she could forget her son s birthday&quot; Yeah, she loved Noel and she will definitely come to see him. Wait.. tomorrow is Noah s death anniversary. She will definitely be there. I ll get her back.
      &quot;I even called her a prostitute and hurt her. I fucking raped her&quot; I found myself crying for the woman I hurt. My tears came out and I didn t force them back. How am I going to face Noah after what I did to his sister? My heart shattered into pieces everytime I remembered the way Noah congratulated me that day. If he knew that his sister was the one who gave birth to my chil

  &quot;See Reishan, Look at your son.. He s also like you… Fell in love with a cheap woman. Both of you don t know how to value your family&quot; She spoke as my dad looked down with an extreme sad face.
      &quot;So yes. I did it because I didn t want you to become like your father. He loved a wrong woman and now you re also doing the same thing. Both of you couldn t choose the right woman to love&quot; Grandma said with a sarcastic voice. I saw the way my father s face changed and it made my heart hurt.
      &quot;Natasha and you will be a great couple Ryan. Give her a chance and she will take care of Noel too&quot; Grandma came to me with a smile.
      &quot;Julianna is the woman I like and she s the mother of Noah so don t mention about other women in the future. I don t give a fuck.. I ll just kill everyone&quot; I smirked at grandma and stepped back before she approached me.
 

  A week has passed and tomorrow is Noel s birthday. Grandma wanted to hold a party but Noel didn t want to, he just kept asking if he could spend his birthday with mommy. I was just in a mess because I couldn t find her yet. It hurts everytime Noel asks about her. Where the fuck did she leave? Not in her apartment and nowhere. Shit.. How am I going to find her before tomorrow? Urghh.. Then I heard my phone ringing.
      &quot;Speak&quot; I answered the call and said to Chris as he chuckled.
      &quot;I found Jade,&quot; He said as I quickly got up from my chair and took my coat to leave.
      &quot;Where is she?&quot; I asked him while leaving the office.
      &quot;She s in the basement of my house&quot; As soon as Chris spoke I hung up the call and drove my car to his house and saw Chris was already waiting for me.
      &quot;She s scared of you.&quot; Definitely she knows what 

&quot;Chris..How am I going to find her now?&quot; I have never felt this kind of helplessness. Fuck.. My mind keeps showing me Noah s smile and Julianna s smile. Shit…
      &quot;I don t know man..&quot; Urghh.. I should find her. Shit.
      &quot;Maybe she will come to see Noel tomorrow. I don t think she could forget her son s birthday&quot; Yeah, she loved Noel and she will definitely come to see him. Wait.. tomorrow is Noah s death anniversary. She will definitely be there. I ll get her back.
      &quot;I even called her a prostitute and hurt her. I fucking raped her&quot; I found myself crying for the woman I hurt. My tears came out and I didn t force them back. How am I going to face Noah after what I did to his sister? My heart shattered into pieces everytime I remembered the way Noah congratulated me that day. If he knew that his sister was the one who gave birth to my child.. Shit...
      &quot;Chris… Take Noel here. I don t want to see that evil woman s face now&quot

Chapter 28