Chapter 16

~ Julianna ~ I saw my son. So cute and lovely. I forced myself to hold my tears back because I couldn t cry. It s been three years and he has grown up nicely. He looks simply like his daddy. Emotions surged inside of me and I wanted to go and hug him and tell that I m his mommy. I missed him so much and every night over these three years my dreams were filled with my son and Noah. I gave birth to him but he doesn t know about his mother. As soon as I heard that Ryan Winston came with his son I came to see my son. I watched my son tear filled eyes and I smiled because he refused to let anyone touch him other than his daddy. I remembered the first day I took him into my arms. I just lost my baby… They were in the center of the hall and no one could reach them because of the powerful aura they had around them. How am I supposed to fight with Winstons family over my son? No one will take my side and I knew I was at a loss. I watched my son and I moved my eyes to Ryan who was looking at me. I didn t feel any fear of him anymore. Everyone was scared of him but I m not scared of this man because he has already made me lose everything I loved. I looked at him as eyes traveled through my body. I wanted to laugh because he was acting like a gentleman while hiding his beast side but for some annoying reason my heartbeat increased every time this man looked into my eyes. DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM. I warned myself again. I ignored his gaze and looked at my son again. He was looking at the lights hanging on the roof with a big bright smile. So cute. My heart is covered with love for him. Suddenly, Ryan bent down and picked up my son as he kissed my son s cheek. I knew he was doing it on purpose. He wanted to hurt me. I watched my son s smile as he wrapped his little arm around his daddy s neck. I could feel the love he had for his father. I couldn t hide the pain I was feeling right now. I looked at Ryan and saw he was smirking at me and then he just turned around and left with my son. I wanted to run after him and take my son away from him but I couldn t because of the power Ryan held. I slowly walked outside and stopped in front of the garden. I bent down and plucked a red tulip flower and looked at it. I couldn t hold my tears back because day by day those painful memories are killing me. I stayed there for more than ten minutes and decided to leave but before I could turn around and leave someone covered my mouth with a hand and grabbed me from my waist. I struggled but I couldn t break free from that tight grip. Then I noticed who it was because of the scent he had with him. Ryan.. Bastard. He dragged me into a dark corner as he pushed me against the wall and released me. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I shouted at him as soon as he released me. "Shhhh. Don t shout" He again covered my mouth with his palm and spoke in a low voice. Crazy bastard.. "What do you want?" I asked him again as I removed his hand away. I didn t want to catch anyone's attention so I spoke with a low voice. "I.. I wanted to see you" He looked into my eyes and spoke. My heartbeat became fast as I heard him. I looked away from his eyes. My heartbeat became even faster. Damn.. this man is so handsome but Noo.. He destroyed everything. Suddenly he wrapped his arm around my waist and pressed his body against me. Then he started to kiss my neck. Horny pervert. I tried to push him away but failed. "Let me go, pervert" I hit his chest and told him. I heard him chuckle and it made me furious. "Go away Ryan" With that I managed to push him away. He looked at me and again grabbed me from my waist. "You really have guts to call my name with such a tone. You even slapped me twice" Do I have to be scared of him? "I don t mind to slap you again" I looked up at him and spoke. He smirked at me and traveled his thumb on my lips. "You were the first woman who treated me like this." With that he pressed his lips on mine. What the hell? "Mmphh.. No…" I tried to push him away but I couldn t. He took that opportunity to push his tongue inside of my mouth. He grabbed the back of my head and deepened the kiss and it slowly became a passionate kiss. All I could hear was the sound of the wet and sloppy kiss. I wanted to push him away but the more I struggled the more he tightened the grip he had around me. So I stayed until he finished. After a few minutes he stopped his actions and as soon as he stopped I raised my hand to slap him because I was furious at him. "You thought I would let you slap me for the third time? Hmm? Am I that easy?" He caught my hand and chuckled against my ear.. "Let me go. I don t want to talk to you" I let out a deep breath and spoke but he tightened his grip. "Want to see your son?" My heart stopped for a moment and I felt happiness. Unintentionally my lips turned to a smile. I looked up at him and nodded. "Yes, Can I ?" I knew I was smiling after three years. I really wanted to see my son. My baby boy. "Let me fuck you now and I ll let you see him" My all hopes collapesed as I heard his cruel voice. My heart ached because I believed him that he would let me see my son but why did I forget that he s a heartless man. Tears welled in my eyes because I felt pity for myself. I didn t want to cry in front of this man but I just couldn t hold my tears back. "Let. me go. I won t appear in front of you again and I m not a prostitute" I said as my tears rolled down from my eyes. Why is he doing this to me? Is it because I gave birth to his son? "I.. I.." He tried to speak but I cut him off as I looked up at him and spoke. "I remember the contract rules Mr. Winston. I m sorry for breaking it. Just wanted to see the child I gave birth to" I looked at his eyes and said. His eyes were red and I knew he s angry at me. With that I pushed him away and left.