Chapter 21

"It doesn't matter. I don't care anymore." It was like what Ryan said. If I didn't have the resolve to get a divorce with Wynnie, I wouldn't be able to accept the fact that she was dating other men so calmly. "Don't tell me…" Ryan wanted to speak up, but he dared not to. The worry in his eyes was palpable. I just smiled at him. "Don't worry. I'm not suicidal at all. I barely have any time left in this world—there are still plenty of things I need to do before dying." Then, I changed the topic in order to prevent the mood from becoming even more solemn. "What did the doctor say? How much longer do I have to live?" The chain of incidents I had gone through had completely worn me out, making me feel even more tired than usual. Ryan scratched his head awkwardly. "Don't overthink it. The doctor said if you can maintain a positive outlook in life while actively going through the treatment, there's a chance that a miracle might occur." A miracle, huh? But I wasn't looking forward to a