Chapter 049 - Regrets

When my eyes opened, I became instantly aware that I LOST my child. Yet, I feel nothing, just that heaviness in my chest that feels as if an armor has been placed around it. I can’t even cry. Meeghan is beside me and when she sees that I am awake, she runs towards the door and informs the guard. She is still telling them when I shift my attention to the window. The sun is high up. Maybe, it’s lunchtime or mid-afternoon? I wonder how long I slept? And this room… I am still in Theo’s room. I sit up from the bed, expecting pain, but there is only the discomfort due to lying a long time in bed. I smirk as I lean on the headboard. It’s my werewolf genes again. I just hope that I feel the pain of losing my child longer. Even when I am losing my child, the pain is negligible that I didn’t even detect it, until I notice Meeghan’s look of terror as she stares at my skirt with the splotches of blood. I hear the rush of feet by the door and towards my bed. And I smell lavender even before Theo ga