Chapter 191

chapter 191 I had arrived Canada about two hours ago but I just couldn't get myself to leave the airport back home. I was so very nervous, more than nervous. I had even purchased a bag of Khao San Rd Haribo Chewy candy as a reward for the hours I spent fighting and clawing at myself and the fabric of my clothes in order to get up the courage to finally go. Although I wasn't sure oh how I would be received but I knew the kids were mad at me and I wasn't prepared to be rejected. I had decided to just go to the first place I found and then walk around for a bit. I needed to gather up courage to face them. I wasn't so bothered about Lucas he was the one who hurt me. But the kids did nothing wrong and I had just up and left without considering their feelings. I did not even check up on them at all. I don't know if they would even want to see me again. No mother would be able to stand the thought of their children not wanting her around. I would need to handle this delicate situatio