39. Nina

As soon as Michael walked out of the door, I let myself cry as I sobbed uncontrollably, the only man I'd ever loved. I opened the door and ran after him but he has already left, his car was not in the driveway either" "God! Why me?. Why does this have to happen to me" I sobbed into my hands as I kneel down on the front porch. My subconscious was getting teary too, as she wipe her face with her handkerchief" Nina, don't cry, it's for the best" she said trying to console me as I sobbed. I stood up from the porch and walked into the house, closing the door gently. Turning back I was surprised to see Shane in the sitting room, watching me intently. "What are you doing here?" I ask him as I wipe my eyes, rid of the tears while I turn to walk into the dining room. "To eat?" He replied shrugging as he sat down opposite me and took his spoon as he began to eat. After talking a spoonful of food into my mouth, I turned to look at Sh