Chapter 23

|Every| Somewhere deep in my heart, it hurt. It was like a throbbing sensation. It also felt like a needle buried in my flesh. And my throat felt dry from gulping my sobs and the lump in my throat. I knew the party wasn't good news for me though it was for other pack members. But I never knew it would hurt me that much. I never expected alpha Ren to treat me any better. I never expected him not to bully me. The way he tauntingly asked me to come over and over again to clean the spilt drink was something small for someone who got bullied and mistreated all her life. It was nothing for me. But seeing the way alpha Grey's drink spilt to the ground, I couldn't believe he became part of the bullying. Over the years, the only alpha I've ever trusted was him, even for a second. Though he unconsciously gave me trouble in the basement, though sometimes he was rough towards me, I couldn't help but grow an emotional attachment towards him. And my stupid heart decided to ache, thinking how cr