Chapter

　　I have no fucking idea how Eliza found about Octavia... She even knows that Octavia is my mate. FUCK... I wanted to go home and see Octavia so much but I don't know how to face her after what I said to her. My words were daggers that aimed straight to her heart and I know she's hurt. Her eyes were filled with tears as she looked at me, I was such an asshole. Why did I hurt her like that? If she was someone else's mate, That man would definitely treat her like an angel and would never hurt her but what about me? I hurt her by telling that her body is filthy. Urghhhh.. I looked up at the sky and saw it's already getting dark, then I looked at my watch and I sighed as I saw it's already 6.30 pm. I told Octavia that I will come home around 7 pm. My mind was a fucking mess because of these things, I wanted to relax so I went to a small cabin that we used to keep our clothes after we shifted into our wolves. I removed my clothes and shifted into my wolf. We ran fast into the forest and stopped in front of the river. After drinking water my wolf laid on the grass ground. My wolf didn't talk to me after what I said to Octavia, he's just ignoring me. 　　'You still don't wanna talk to me?' I finally asked my wolf. 　　'You hurt her.. I hate to see her tears yet you did it' I also didn't want to see her tears but how am I supposed to solve this problem? 　　'You know why I did it. You know we can't be with her' As soon as I said it my wolf howled from pain. My heart also hurts, I just didn't want to leave her. I wanted her as much as my wolf wanted maybe more than that. 　　'Don't make us into the beast once we were Ervin. Don’t wake him up again. Only we will survive if that happens again' My heart tightened as I remembered what I did. 　　'You know her pain and tears will bring our inner beast back so be careful Ervin. We made a promise don't forget that' Is he warning me? but he was correct I can't be like that again and it will definitely scare Octavia. If she found out what kind of a beast I am she will never come near me again. Fuck. 　　"Ervin don't forget to meet Andrea. She will wait for you at royal park" I heard my father's voice through my mind. He mind linked me to tell that? Fucking Andrea. With that my wolf got up from the ground and walked to the cabin, he walked slowly. I knew it was because he didn't want to look at any women other than her. He was just disgusted by this Andrea after seeing her picture. After we came back to the cabin we shifted back. Then I wore my clothes but I didn't even want to comb my hair or showered because I wanted her to be disappointed so I just went to royal park. While walking I looked at the time and saw it was already 8 pm, I didn't even realize that I spent hours in the forest. Whole royal park was covered with lights, no one can even think it's night time. 　　As soon as I stepped into the park I saw a woman. She was wearing a strapless red gown, her body was exposed but I didn't feel any desire towards her. I was looking at her as she turned to me. She smiled brightly at me but that didn't even increase my heartbeat. All I could think was about my woman, my mate. The woman in front of me is no match for her, this woman's smile is not as beautiful as her. Is this the future queen that my father chose? My heart is not ready to accept any woman other than Octavia. I was sure Octavia would make a great queen. 　　'This woman is evil. I could feel her wolf is also attracted to us. Not only to us but also to our power. She wants the position of the queen' I heard my wolf's voice, he was someone who can understand people quickly. He only speaks if he felt about future troubles. Someone could fall in love with a man or woman who is not their mate but it was hard to make their wolves accept someone other than their mates but this woman's wolf is attracted to us? I couldn't understand. I watched the woman in front of me as she stepped closer to me. 　　"Hey.. I'm Andrea" She spoke with a shy voice. I saw her face was red. Pufft.. Is she blushing? So ugly. 　　"Ervin" I said as I looked away from her. My mind was just filled with Octavia's little face. The way she hides her face, The way she bite her lips when she's shy. She was just so cute. 　　"So Ervin, I think you know about our relationship right?" She asked as she came closer to me, I immediately stepped back because I didn't want to betray my heart and stay close to another woman. Wait.. did she tell our relationship? pufft... 　　"What about your mate?" I asked because I remembered what father said to me that day. I watched her face and saw sudden anger in her eyes but she quickly changed it away as she smiled sweetly at me. Fake bitch. 　　"He won't be a problem to our future Ervin" She smiled at me while tilting her chest forward. 　　"So you rejected him because you wanted to be the queen?" I spoke with a sarcastic voice. Suddenly her face went pale as she looked at me. Then her eyes fell on my lips, I was already disgusted by her. Eliza was correct, she's a bitch. 　　'She's trying to seduce us. Haha... Such a slut. She doesn't know that only our mate can seduce us' I wanted to laugh loudly because what my stupid wolf said but he was correct Octavia is the first woman who seduced me successfully. Actually she didn't even seduce me, it was me who was seduced by her beauty. 　　"Ervin can we go for our dinner?" I looked at her for a while and looked away as I nodded. I felt she reached to touch my hand but before that I walked away. After we came to the restaurant, I booked a table and food for us. Everyone was looking at me with a surprise because I brought a woman here. 　　"Your highness, Your table is ready. Please follow me" The manager of the hotel came and said. As I expected he was scared of me. We followed him to our table and sat down. I didn't even talk to Andrea because she's just disgusting. 　　"Ervin. Did you find your mate?" Suddenly her question made me freeze on the spot. I looked at her. 　　"No. Not yet" I simply said. 　　"Oh that's good. But remember after our engagement even if your mate comes, you can't have her or be with her" Who the fuck this bitch think she is? Dare to make decisions? huh? She was smiling at me as she spoke. fucking bitch.