Chapter

　　"Let go of me" I heard Octavia's broken voice as she started to struggle. 　　"I won't let go so stop struggling. You're just wasting your energy." With that I pulled her into a hug, I hugged her so tightly as my life depended on it. 　　"Why didn't you come last night?" My heart stopped as she asked the question from me. She was looking at my eyes while seeking an answer for the question. I don't know how to answer her question and I also didn't want to lose her because from the first sight I fell in love with this woman. 　　"I had some important work Octavia, I'm so sorry baby" I kissed the top of her head. I was lying to her but I didn't have any choice. 　　"What important works Ervin?" She placed both of her hands on my chest. She definitely could feel my heartbeat. It was just so fucking fast. This is the first time that I'm afraid of someone, it was because I didn't want to lose her. I was scared to lie and at the same time I was scared to tell the truth. 　　"About rogues and had to w