Chapter 3

Serena Cesantio My head hurts a lot and I sit up slowly. I looked down and found that I'm still wearing my clothes. I turned to my left and my eyes widened to see Caleb right beside me. I looked down and I was so glad to see my pants still on. I looked around and my eyes widened. I got off the bed in horror and tried to find my bag. Why can I find my bag? shit! I looked out to the window and shit! I'm in Caleb's house. Oh my god! How can he be an idiot and bring me here?! I saw Caleb's phone right beside him and I reached for it. I took it and put his finger on the button so I can unlock it. Suddenly Caleb got up and turned to me, trapping me in his arms. "What the!" My eyes widen. "What are you trying to do with my phone?" He asked me as he took his phone from my hand. "Why did you bring me here?! Are you nuts?!" I bursted as I pushed him away from me. I sat up straight and turned to him. "I didn't think about why I bring you here.. I was drunk." He said while scratching his head. I sighed and I turned to the window again. "Call my brother." I said and he shook his head. "Why should I? You can go out and just leave." He said like it's nothing. That made me angry. I got up from the bed and walked towards his bathroom. I looked at myself and I'm a damn wreck. I smelled bad too. I drank too much yesterday. I walked out from the bathroom and opened his closet. "What are you doing?" He asked and I just ignored him. I took his black tee and I took my tanktop off because it screams alcohol. I put on his new fresh t-shirt and tied it tightly on my waist so it won't be obvious that I borrowed his clothes. I looked at the mirror and combed my hair with my hand. "You're going out?" He asked. "I don't have any other choice besides I know you won't help me so.. why bother begging and waiting for you to help me. I'm not that kind of girl." I said as I looked at him through the mirror. I walked towards the door and when my hand touched the knob. "You were so drunk last night, men were trying to touch you here and there." He said and I turned to him. "Why do you care? I mean.. this.." I gestured to my body, "is meant to be touched." I said in a bitchy tone. "They're taking advantage of you." He said and I laughed at his statement. "You were too. You were trying to kiss me last night." I said and he looked away because my statement was damn right. "Don't blame other guys when you're basically act the same. You said there's a thousand girls out there that you can screw so.. go screw other girls. You and I were a mistake. Screwing you was one of my biggest regrets so.. it won't happen again." I said to him seriously. "You won't stop screwing and sleep around huh?" He asked and I turned to him fully. I crossed my arms in front of my chest. "Since when you care about my life? And yes.. I won't stop screwing other guys and sleep around with them. That's what I do. Why? You're afraid that I'm pregnant? or what?" "Your image, Serena." He said in an angry tone. "Everyone knows that I'm a slut, who cares. I don't care about people talking bad about me because that's what I am so.. stop pretending that you care, Caleb." I said and once again I turned my body towards the door. "You changed when we stopped screwing each other." He stated but I decided to ignore him. I walked out from his room and casually went downstairs. I saw Isaac sleeping on the couch and that's it. I walked down slowly and got out of the house. I asked one of their chauffeurs to take me home. I closed my eyes as soon as I sat down inside the car. My heart hurted seeing Caleb again. I know that I still have feelings for him even though I haven't seen him in awhile. We rarely see each other because I don't want to be in one room with him. I know what will happen when we're in one place together. I sighed big time and looked outside the window. I'm tired having feelings like this and I don't want to meet a new guy to have feelings with either because in the end of the day, they will always break my heart. So.. sleeping with them for one night is enough to fill up my loneliness. That's why I don't want to have a relationship with anyone because being attached makes me crazy. It drives me crazy, just like what Caleb did to me. I liked him until when we screwed a couple of times, I never complained. I like him and want more than just sleeping together but he wants the opposite. And again.. when he kissed me last night. It made me hesitate a little bit my head took over which made me so glad that I did that. I mean.. I bet no one will ever like me genuinely. Every guy will judge me anyway for being a slut so I bet no one will like me seriously or genuinely so I bet I won't settle down either. But somehow I still hope one day.. someone will actually love me genuinely because of me not because they want my body only.