Chapter 17 Lily Helps Me

　　“ Wake up. Wake up.” Someone is pushing me. I open my eyes and see someone who I don’t know. She seems to be a maid. I squint to check her name card. I see “ Fanny”. “ What’s up?” “ It’s too late. Why are you still sleeping?” She looks unhappy and arrogant. I don’t think she wants to listen to my story of being raped by my master. So I ask directly, “ Why did you wake me up?” Funny takes away the blanket on me and snarls, “ I need to tidy up the room, unlike you who can sleep in bed when the sun is up.” I am speechless. 　　I roll my eyes and try to get up Before I feel a lot of pain in my lower abdomen. The pain reminds me of what I has experienced last night and the night before last night. I don’t know what to feel. Maybe I should be frightened but actually at this moment, I can’t feel anything anymore. I don’t know what to do to vent my sadness, maybe I should say. I think I should cry and scream to make myself feel better, but actually I only feel lonely and broken as if my body d