Chapter twenty one

Maggie's Pov My countenance fell at the priest's announcement. All the words he said out loud replayed slowly in my head and I couldn't help but blame myself.?? It was all me! If I hadn't been born, this wouldn't have happened! If I wasn't so clumsy and didn't fall when trying to escape, this wouldn't have happened! If I didn't decide to go to collect fresh air that late at night, this wouldn't have happened! Now, what do I fucking do? Clara had warned me. She said I shouldn't be the reason why Alpha Julian is lying unconsciously on the bed and now I was in for it. Subconsciously, I began to fiddle with my fingers as I tried to contain the tears that had welled up in my face. After about a minute of fiddling and gasping for air, a tear broke down, and then another and then another and before I could stop what I thought was the last one from spilling, my face began a mess of flood. I turned my face to the wall as I silently cried, covering my mouth to prevent my crying sounds from co