Chapter 48 Lay Waste To A Memory

She just rejected me; again. So with the ache deep in my heart, kicking my own fucking ass for falling all over, I find myself wandering to the kitchen to get a bottle of whiskey to settle in with tonight. Guess being rejected twice does bring the clarity to a man that he should be feeling defeated by now. So yes, I am defeated and rejected. Why did I have to be so fucking stupid? But fucking stupid is me next to answer the door as someone starts to persistently buzz at it. As I swing it open, my heart misses a near damn beat as I see her standing in front of me. 'Princess." "Don't get too excited Colton, I forgot my phone in your room." She immediately walks past me, as she brushes past me, I gently pull her arm closer, "Please just hear me out.." I slowly draw her to the lounge and sit her door on the couch next to me. "Princess, I love you." I am on my next to my princess, declaring a love tha