Chapter 21

　　I walk out of the doctor's and go back to Freddy's house directly. I want to have a good sleep before I learn how to be a mother.  　　I throw myself into the bed as soon as I reach my bedroom. When I wake up again, it is dark outside. 　　I sit on the bed with my brain blank and my stomach empty. I am very hungry and tired, but I do not have the strength to go downstairs to have anything to eat. 　　suddenly, The phone rings. I pick up the phone. It is Bill. "Alina, have you talked with the bosses on the list I gave you?" 　　I am like suddenly woken up from my dream by some cold water. "Oh sorry. No. I will talk to them tomorrow." 　　" Alina, tomorrow is the weekend. It is impolite to bother them at the weekend. Why do n't you talk with them tonight?" 　　I sigh. "OK. Do you need me to send you another list?"  　　I shake my head. "No need. I have it."  　　"Then, remember to have a try tonight. Remember to be frank and sincere. You should..." 　　I interrupt, "Enough, Bill. I see. I need to grab s