chapter116

"I don't think I love you Alaric,  you've brought nothing but sadness to me" I spat as tears started to flow down my cheeks like a waterfall. "Don't say that Lenora, I know you're talking from a place of hurt right now.." "Maybe I'm talking from a place of hurt right now but I mean every word I'm saying Alaric. I don't think I love you and I don't think this will ever work out. I'm sorry " I said and stood up from the bed. I might as well need to get some fresh air outside and get my mind off things. I felt something strange in me, something worse than a heartache as it stung deeply the more I walked away from Alaric. This has never happened to me and it felt foreign. It wasn't my pain,  I was feeling Alaric's pain and it stung badly. Without looking back, I left his room for mine but the further I went the more my chest became too heavy for me until I decided to bury myself under the water in the bath tub for some while.  I undressed myself as I looked into the mirror, I completely lo