Chapter 132

　　Louisa's POV 　　I tried to calm down, but I felt that my whole world was collapsing in front of me. 　　"Please... Help..." I whispered. 　　I couldn't recognize my voice. The abrasion in my throat was excruciating. 　　"I can't help you. You have to heal yourself." Lucian shook his head and said. 　　"Help... Darren..." I gathered my strength and said. 　　Lucian stroked my hair gently and said, "Louisa, you have to cheer up, so you can help him yourself." 　　"No..." I shook my head and whispered. "I don't want... I can't live like this... anymore..." 　　Lucian said, "Don't say things like that. You can't give up." 　　I said in a trembling voice, "Lucian... He will... beat me to death... I can't... continue..." 　　Lucian looked into my eyes and said, "He needs you to be alive. I need you to be alive. I don't care how painful you feel. You have to keep on going. You're not allowed to die. Focus on healing yourself, Louisa." 　　"No," I said briefly and turned away my head. 　　Let the bones stay broken