CHAPTER 87

LOGAN'S P.O.V Anger Pain Disappointment Murder These feelings have been my constant companions for a while. I can barely remember what it feels like when I didn't have these emotions filling up my every thought. Once in a while I find myself feeling serene and that's when I burn out and fall asleep. Then, I have a little peace when I dream about Charlotte and I. When I wake up, the emotions come back in full force. I haven't slept in almost 36 hours. Fatigue is a lot better than realizing that she isn't in my arms and succumbing to the crippling disappointment. Every night by 8 p.m I get a new video from Hunter. Some are already pre recorded and some are live. On some days, he sends me two videos but no day has gone by without me receiving at least one. It has been exactly 10 days since I received the first one and I can't seem to stop myself from watching them. Jake and Greg don't know about them obviously, I told them Hunter hadn't contacted me but the truth is; I don't want