Carolyn
I kept walking and even though I was tired, I knew that I couldn't afford to give up so I kept pushing.
To keep myself from getting tired, I decided to think and focus on Ryan. I hoped that would give me the strength that I needed to go on.
I wondered what about Ryan that I could think about and went through my mind for stuff.
I thought of how much of a sweetheart Ryan was and knew that I couldn't think of that right now. I was going to miss him more than I already did at the moment and was going to cry which was what I didn't want to do. If I start to cry, I was going to get more tired and my vision which was already giving me problems would get dizzy and I was never going to find a place to hide myself.
I couldn't afford to use the energy that I needed to walk myself to safety on tears. That would be an unnecessary waste of energy. I couldn't afford that.
I needed something else to think about. I remembered Mia when she was busy trying to make an enemy out of me when