Chapter 95

Elena I'm in school this early. I've never been this early maybe because I had the best sleep last night.  I don't know why it feels special, but I couldn't stop thinking about my first kiss with Tyson and how it felt. It is not about loving the kiss, it is loving the feeling. I'm in love with the feeling. It is... It's...a feeling I can't seem to explain no matter the time I spent last night, peeking at the ceiling in my room just to find the perfect justification.  I swear, I spent so much time thinking that I kept counting out the number of ceilings, I hadn't realized how many they were until last night, some figures. Two backing the four. Fucking twenty-four. I know, I know it's just a feeling but I want to hug  it so tight as if it was a person. Maybe because I couldn't take my mind off last night, I couldn't stop smiling. I walk down the aisle with my backpack hanging on my shoulder. I don't believe I fell asleep while I was going through that book. I'm lucky Tyson was right besi