Chapter 40

Alphas Hated Mate Camilla's POV Two months Later. Everyday is a battle, one I don't know if I'll ever win. Every night ends with a wish, I wish for him but at this point I'm not sure I want him. Perhaps I'm foolish but I would give anything to relive the lies he came up with for me. If I could go back in time I wouldn't be Camilla, I would be Tee's bear and maybe then he'd have accepted me as his. Two months, five days since I last saw Adrian, at first it hurt. I stalked his Instagram and other social accounts but nothing was worth discovering there. I stalked Angel too, I know it's low of me but I just wanted to see him. She posted pictures of him up until a month ago. Seeing Angel's new hairstyle had me grossed out, I didn't want to have anything to describe in relation to her. Many nights I dreamt of him and other nights I cried for him, crying makes you weak, I shouldn't have cried but I did. The day he gave me a ride, he called my phone seven times. I didn't pick up his