CHAPTER 185: HIS REASONS

VIDA'S POV Even though he was smiling, the pain that swam in his eyes was very visible. Just merely looking into them made my heart hurt. My chest aches with pain. “My mom died for my dad to be with his mate. I wasn't about to allow that to happen to you. I wasn't going to allow that to happen to my mate. That's why I promised to stay single till I found her. Zander was ready to let you die for Nadia to be his mate. It's inhumane how people can think of such barbaric things and still be able to live with themselves. His eyes flashed with anger and rage. His fist tightened as he stared I to space, deep in thougt. I placed my palm on his fist, “Is that why you rejected me?” He nodded, “I don't know why but when it came to you, I couldn't control myself or my feelings for you. You were my Alpha's Luna and yet, yet I still wanted you like my next breathe. I'm still scared that my mate will show up and I'll have to choose between you and her. I never want to hurt yo