Chapter 4

Author : Chapter 4 Alexander Me a little irritated: what the hell are you doing walking into my office without knocking? Mom: well I found no one to announce me, I did not know that you were fooling around with your assistant here Me replying to him: stop seeing evil everywhere we weren't doing anything wrong Mom: I'm not saying otherwise but just bother to lock the door next time Me running my hands through my hair to calm myself down a bit: mother it's not what you think Mom: you make me believe that's not what I believe but that's not what the bulge in your zipper was telling me She's absolutely right and I don't understand what's going on with this girl, when she touched me I felt like a shock in my body, which made me hang out on top of her for a little longer. 'her, it really pisses me off this kind of reaction Normally an employee who calls me stupid would not have done a second more in my box but this one I let her pass everything, I don't want her to leave, plus she does good gig Me speaking to my mother: what brings you here? Mother taking a serious look: it will soon be 2 years since your wife peace and soul left us, and it's been 2 years since I've been with you, I wasn't supposed to last this long with you, you were supposed to find a mom to Julia but so far nothing Me answering her: if you're tired of taking care of her just tell me and I'll find a nanny Saddened mother: but you know very well that I do it with pleasure, but the little one needs a person who understands the things of her generation and in whom she could confide more easily which is not my case you can understand that? Me sitting next to her before taking her hands in mine: I'm so sorry mum, I think about it every day, just give me some time Mother: Okay, take the time you need but make Julia your priority okay? Me: ok mom Mother: but your assistant is very pretty, plus she's super nice to Julia and to top it off there's attraction between you, she likes you and you like her Me sitting in my chair on: but mom this a kid this girl, we are not going to entrust the education of a child to another child Smiling mother: so I'm right, you like her then Me: At no time did I say that Mother: but you implied it that's what matters Me getting impatient: mother I have work Mother: don't worry I'm going to leave, I see that you are on the right track to find a mother for my little Julia so I'll let you continue, have a nice day kiss Me replying to her: happy mother's day Alex I was leaving the bathroom when I came face to face with Alexander's mother, I'm so ashamed that I can't stop myself from lowering my head, I can't look her in the face after all that comes to happen Me approaching her: Are you leaving already, ma'am? Madame mina lifting my chin so that I can look her in the face: call me mina please, never lower your head to anyone, Alexender, he's not a bad person you know, he It's the pain and the bitterness that made him like this, his little heart has to heal and you'll see that he's the nicest person in the world Me a little embarrassed: if your son has a heart, he hides it really well Mina: Can I ask you a question? Me: yes go there? Mina without going through the bush: you love my son that's his Me really shocked: no no ma'am not at all Mina smiling: my son likes you and I can feel it On these words she lets me plant there and take the elevator, this woman to be direct she is very direct we will say, I settle in my office lost in my thoughts, it is very true that this man does not let me not indifferent, I think I feel trucks for this man, when I don't see him all day I miss him, even his gougar behavior I tolerate him even though I made a promise to myself never to leave anyone again Stepping on me, making me look like a nobody, but with him it's different I even end up finding him funny, it's really stupid it's true A man like him, with the status he has and the women he can have will never be interested in me, it's better that I get all these ideas out of my head, I came here to get my money , so I'm going to devote myself to it and leave without creating any worries Thea: hello earth Me coming to myself: oh sorry I was lost in thought Thea looking at the magazine in front of me: don't tell me it's my brother you're thinking like that Me: no not at all, where do you get such ideas it's insane Thea: It's insane but you're blushing like a tomato what a paradox? you're not going to tell me that you don't find my brother handsome or that you don't like him Looks like they made a deal before they got here today, what do they have with me today this family? Me trying to justify myself: of course I find him beautiful, very even like any normally constituted woman but that stops there. Thea: So if today my brother asked you to go out with him you would refuse? Me trying to change the subject: mina was also here today, your brother misbehaved at home or what? Thea giggling: must believe that yes, on Fridays there is no work for the employees of the box we have a little outing in the evening, right? I was amazed: how there is no work? it's not a holiday Thea: every year now on this same date there is no work, it's the anniversary of the death of my brother's wife Friday it will be 2 years Me a little shocked: and you want to go on a date? Thea: really the whole day in this house is unlivable, at least in the evening I will change the mood a bit Me laughing: you'll never change yourself, I think it would be inappropriate for us to go out that day, next time Thea: ok serious madam Me giggling: Ma'am serious really, do you want me to announce you? Thea: Since when do I get announced? I join him like that Me pretending to be angry: and it falls on me Thea before leaving: it's your darling, who do you want him to yell at? It makes me very funny that she calls him my darling, I don't really know I feel like I'm going back to adolescence, it's weird but I think this man doesn't leave me indifferent, I like it really, and besides who wouldn't like such a man? a handsome dark-haired man with dark eyes, built like a Greek God, intelligent and hardworking, he has this thing in his eyes that hypnotizes me, a mixture of sadness and I don't know what makes him very mysterious, he has nothing have with all the men I've ever known he has this extra truck that pushes me towards him I can't understand I was in my world fantasizing about this fat bastard when he still starts screaming and swearing, luckily he has this shitty character that often brings me back to reality Alexender yelling as usual: no but where is she and she lets you in without announcing you? did you give yourself the word today or what? Thea in a calm tone: Alex stop behaving like that with her, I asked her myself not to announce me, she wanted to do it, I can't recognize you anymore I would like so much to find my big boy brother if you knew Alexender descending in a tone: but he is there in front of you Sometimes I wonder if he is not bipolar this guy, the ability he has to be able to change his mood so easily will always amaze me, he behaves as if he was raised among the animals