Chapter 38

Ammarah's POV EPILOGUE It will be okay- Shawn Mendes I looked at the set of people that are now looking at me, all wide eyed. Some clutching their hands and some blinking away tears. Even I know I'm crying. Rayyan's health was the most sensitive part of my life. I don't talk about it often, I don't even say it at all. It's better that it is kept away. But standing here and talking to them, talking to people who understand was liberating. They know it, they understood it perfectly. Not having cancer, but loving someone who does. That's a topic that is never broached on after all. Everybody hurts for the person with cancer, the one that survived it and the one that didn't. Yet no one asked who loved them? Who adored them? Where are they? How are they coping? How did it feel like? To watch someone you love leave? To see the person you love fade piece by piece? How painful must it have been? How? I took a deep breathe and said "Loving Rayyan was the most beautiful t