Chapter 34

Ammarah's POV Out of love- Alessia Clara For the first month, Rayyan and I kept a constant communication. We text, FaceTime, call and discuss about each others's days. His body started becoming weak and then the messages stop. We FaceTime and call when he can pick the calls and other times, Binta holds the phone for us. Two months, three months went by and as the clocks move its hand, so does our string of communication wethers. He had the surgery and after that a series of chemotherapies. There are days Rayyan won't answer my calls because he beats himself up after every chemo and the one day he did agree to talk to me through Binta, It took every ounce of patience to not explode on him. "Why are you shutting me out? For what reason exactly? Rayyan coughed lightly and said "I'm sorry Ammarah" then he paused, almost wanting to say something but kept shut instead. "I'm not angry Rayyan but I don't want you to shut me out also. I want to be there for you, but I can't if