Chapter 12

Dandelions- Ruth B Forgive me, Ammarah. I absolutely have no words and no eyes to face you after all I've did. The day I watch you walk into the hospital room and saw a war raging in your eyes; choice between walking in to sit next to me or stand at the door like a stranger, because that's what you basically see me as, a stranger. I realized my days of nonchalance attitude and how it has affected you. I was sorry for my actions but knew there were far too many things to be sorry for. So I am writing you this letter, hopefully when you finish it, you forgive me. I knew I have failed Ammarah, I have failed you, myself and your parent. I've failed the oath I took silently to myself when I saw your father holding your wailing mother. I have failed the hearts that nurtured you, hearts that loved you and still align your pictures on their hallway. Hearts that mourn you, cry for you and pray for you. I have failed myself and my selfish actions. Hanifa and I, have failed woefully a