Chapter 6 I want to live

　　The helplessness and panic in my heart rose to the highest point. Even when Lester Ye forced me to take contraceptives, I was not so desperate. 　　But now it is different. There is already a small life that has settled in my body. It is a blood-linked baby. 　　Natural maternal love instinctively makes me want to protect it at all costs. 　　But right now I am just so helpless. I keep on twisting to free myself and tears can't stop flowing out. 　　Upon seeing the instrument in the doctor's hand stretched towards me, with my eyes closed, the fear in my heart reached its highest point. 　　Baby, you take the first step, wait for mom, I will be with you soon. 　　At this moment, aspirations of life and death were in my heart. 　　"Who dares to touch my daughter?" 　　Unexpectedly, my mother burst into the operating room without knocking and aggressively pushed aside the doctor who was stupefied. She took my clothes hurriedly and covered my body. She pulled off the tape on my mouth, as well. 　　"Mom..." As soon as I spoke, tears flooded my eyes. 　　"Mom will take you home." Holding back her tears and comforted me. 　　I nodded tearfully. I can't remember how many times in the past had she been protecting me. She was always behind me since childhood up to this time where life-and-death is at stake for me and the baby. 　　I cried and laughed while holding her. I was so glad that I am freed from Lester Ye's hand and finally escaped. 　　When I went out and passed by Lester Ye, I couldn't help but raise my eyes and look at him. 　　His cold eyes seemed a little annoyed. 　　I curled up my lips at him with difficulty, "Sorry, I'm afraid I can't do what you want." 　　He glanced at me coldly and uttered a meaningful message, "Do you think you can always use that child as your amulet…more so, get away with what you have done?” 　　"I will take good care of this child." Yeah! I will take good care of it and I will never give you a chance to even have a glimpse of this child.” 　　In this clash with Lester Ye, I was a narrow win. 　　I applied for the pregnancy certificate and completed the documents for execution outside prison and finally returned home with my mother. 　　My mother took me back to our family house but to our astonishment, we were turned away. 　　The iron gate was locked. On the other side was the housekeeper of Mu's house. 　　"Madam, your husband said you can come back but your daughter can't enter this house." Butler Mu looked at us with embarrassment. 　　While my mother and I were in a state of dilemma after hearing my father’s order, I saw a car slowly approaching and stopped in front of us. 　　The window rolled down revealing Lester Ye's handsome face inside. 　　"Get in!" 　　His brows frowned and his tone was impatient. 　　Recalling the scene where he forced me to be on the operating bed in the morning, I looked at him warily, "What are you going to do?" 　　Lester Ye looked at me with indifferent disgust and his voice was cold, "Since you said you are pregnant with me then go back to the Ye family to have the baby." 　　"Impossible—" I shook my head and flatly refused. 　　At that moment, a familiar voice was heard, "Since they are married let her go back to Ye's house!" 　　A light-hearted word determines where I should be. I turned my head and out came my father with a face of disbelief. 　　"Husband, your..." As soon as my mother was about to open her mouth, she was strongly interrupted by my dad, "From now on, the Mu family will assume that they never should have had this daughter!" 　　Then he gave an order to the housekeeper behind him, "Take Madam back inside." 　　Seeing my mother embarrassed I whispered to her, "Mom, don't worry I will be fine." 　　As long as the news of my pregnancy was known to the Ye family, Lester Ye would not dare to touch me. 　　Because of my father’s affairs, there is already a gap between my parents. And I for one, is the cause on some of their arguments. Corrina Mu's mother will definitely wait for the opportunity that my mother will be driven away from the house. 　　The car door was opened by the driver. I looked at Lester Ye who seemed to be exuding icy air from the back seat. I got into the car and seated myself. 　　"Are you afraid?" His cold voice sounded in my ears. 　　From the time I sat next to him, my hands and feet were cold. Even without looking in the mirror I could guess that my face is getting pale. 　　"I know you hate me, why do you want me to go back to your house?" I tried not to look at his face and stayed calm. 　　Hearing what I said, he snorted coldly, "Yollie Mu, don't you dare to get away with the wild species in your belly?" 　　The word wild species, like a thorn, pierced into my heart fiercely. I couldn't help but retort Lester Ye, "It's not a wild species, he is your child." 　　"Heh--" He yelled coldly, turning his head and looked out the window. 　　I feel sad and desolate in my heart. I'm afraid he won't believe in everything I say. But one thing I’m sure of, I have never told him a lie. 　　The car quieted strangely that only the sound of each other's breathing can be heard. I was so close and yet so far away from Ye Luinian. 　　This is not my first time to be inside the house of the Ye’s family. I noticed the eyes of those servants looking at me were full of disdain and contempt whenever I am around. He led me into the room. He looked at me and said, "Count your last days. You do not have much time left after the baby is born.”