Chapter 188 Are You Torturing Yourself Or Me?

It was getting dark and I was tired, but I could not sleep no matter how long I lay in bed. I had gotten used to sleeping with Emily after the past few days. Sleeping on a bed alone only caused my heart to feel empty and agitated. The wind outside the window was very loud, and the midsummer rain came sharp and aggressively. Several strong gusts of wind roared by, followed by heavy rain. I could not fall asleep and looked at the clock on the wall. It was 1:00 AM. I was so upset that I simply stood on the balcony in my pajamas. Since I got caught in the rain on the balcony last time, Curtis changed it so that rain could not blow in. I could only feel the chilly wind. I was so irritated that I could not stand it. My heart felt stuffy, so I went downstairs and into the courtyard. Mary grew a lot of plants and flowers in the villa’s courtyard, but after several bursts of heavy rain, the flowers looked beaten and crooked, fitting in with the season. I could not help but feel that I h