Jealous

I was laughing so hard I can't breathe 'Wow, the joke was dropped 10 minutes ago and you're still laughing" he says I wipe my tears of joy, and tried to stop laughing. 'Okay, okay, I think I'm good" I say Then suddenly, Bianca comes in. Great. 'Uhm Hey, can I talk to you for a minute? Alone?" She asks Sebastian He turns to me. 'I'll be back, okay?" He took a fry and ate then stood up to leave I sighed. I was literally having a good time. 'Kristen" a familiar voice I hear and turn to look, It was Kyle 'Oh Hey Kyle" I say and wave at him 'What's happening? Are you two dating already?" he asks 'What? No!" I tell him immediately He raised one eyebrow. 'Like what? 4 days had passed and 3 days remaining but you look like you don't want to let him go." 'Kyle" I warn 'No. When you gave me a chance not once, I have seen you happy like this. Now, what?" sounding sad 'If you do want him, are you willing to have Bianca too?" 'What do you mean by that?" I ask 'Nothing" he shrugged and stood up and left I was pondering about what Kyle said when Sebastian came back. He ran his hand on my back. 'You startled me" I tell him holding my chest 'Sorry" he chuckled 'So, what was that all about?" I ask 'Oh, uhm nothing important really. She just informed me about the thing with her parents, because you know my dad and her family are somewhat partners" he says sighing I nod, as I continued to eat my lunch. I don't know how long I have been quiet but he poked my arms that made me look at him. 'What's wrong?" he asks I shake my head 'Just thinking about what Kyle said" 'Oh yeah, he was here a while ago. Why did he talk to you? What did he say?" 'Nothing much. He was just wondering how many days we both have left. He just reminded me about it" I answer He didn't answer and just stared at me. I turn my body to him. 'What are you thinking? Why are you staring at me like that?" I laugh nervously The thing that I know about Sebastian is that every time I say something he didn't like, he would stare at me and give me the silent treatment. And if he is mad about something, he does that too but with walking away. He didn't move though, so I'm guessing, I just mentioned something he didn't like. 'You still don't want this?" he asks, hurt. I stare at his blue eyes that I once hated but now, I find them gorgeous. 'I still don't know. Everything is still uncertain to me. Do you want to stop and not wait for the end of this week though?" I ask Like every time, I am talking to someone, I always tell them if they want to stop, they could just tell me, I just don't want them to disappear all of a sudden without any explanation. Because I know I deserve that, at least. He shakes his head 'I want to wait. Let's talk about something else, I want to take you out on a date again" 'Tonight?" I ask 'Tomorrow. You only have one class before lunch and none after right?" he says and I nod 'Then tomorrow it is" he says and stood up 'See you tomorrow, Kristen" he waves at me and run off Funny, he didn't want to walk me home or even go home together. Maybe he's not sleeping at Grandma's tonight. 'Well, I guess, I'd walk home alone then" I tell myself as I pick my things up and started walking home. When I reached home, I went straight for my room and dropped myself on my bed. I didn't do anything much today but I feel so tired that I could just fall asleep instantly. ------- I woke up, I checked the time and it was 2 in the damn morning. Well, I was pretty tired, I didn't even expect I will literally fall asleep as soon as I get to my bed. Then I heard a car out, I take a peek on my window and saw a bright shiny red car on the street. I know very well who owns that, then suddenly Sebastian got down from it, and so does Bianca. Then she hugs her, and he hugs her back. Then after she left. It's 2 am in the morning, why are they together? Well, why do I care? It's not like he's my boyfriend right? 'You shouldn't care" I tell myself and tried to sleep again but somehow it just wouldn't come to me. I look at the time again and it was already 3am. I decided to just work on some school works that I was supposed to finish before going to school. After I finished it. I went in the bathroom to take a shower to prepare for school. --Picking me up today?—I sent a message to Kyle --Sure, why not?— --Thanks— Not long after, he was already waiting for me in-front. I walk up to him and he handed me a paper bag 'What's this?" I ask 'Breakfast. I know when you send me a message early, you'd miss breakfast to go to school. So, yeah" he says 'Thank you. Let's go?" I asks and he nods as he helps me in I took a glance at his side mirror and saw Sebastian looking at us until we drove off. I started eating croissant Kyle gave me, which I finished right on time. I went down, and Kyle was frowning again because I didn't wait for him to open my door. I laughed at him. 'Here, help me throw this away. Thank you" I tell him 'Fine" he says and took the trash from me 'Oh yeah, I'm planning to go out for lunch today together with Abby. Do you want to?" he asks as I fix my things in my locker. 'I'd love to but I have a date later after class" I tell him apologetically 'Oh, I'm guessing with Sebastian?" he askn which I didn't expect because I expected him to get mad at me or something but he didn't 'I see you don't get mad anymore?" I ask as I lock my locker 'I can't force you to like me. If you really like him, you should go for it but still that doesn't mean I'd back down. I'll wait for him to mess up" he says and I smack his head 'Ouch!" he says 'Yeah, that's what you get for saying rude things about people" I say chuckling After that we both went to class. It ended pretty quickly, I went out of the room and then saw Sebastian waiting for me. 'Ready to go?" He asks, but I can see he is in a bad mood I just nodded and turn to Abby and Kyle. 'See you guys tomorrow" I tell them Sebastian led me to his car and we drove off. 'Where are we going?" I ask but he didn't answer me I pursed my lips and turn to him 'Did I do something wrong?" Since he didn't talk to me, I didn't push him to tell me. I just sighed and look at the houses we passed by. Later on, he stopped the car near a forest. Like literally, no one is around. He opens the car door for me and I got down. This silent treatment is bothering me. He started walking in the forest and I just followed him but I've had it. I stopped. 'If you are not going to talk to me then just send me back" I yell then he stops and looks at me I furrowed my eyebrows 'What?" I ask He sighed and got near me. 'I'm trying not to be mad" he says 'I don't want to start a fight with you, as you can see we're still friends, as of now" he continued, well he has a point but friends fight too 'Friends fight too ' I mumbled, which he still heard and rolled his eyes 'Look, I just don't like not knowing if I did something wrong. At least tell me" I say 'I'm jealous of Kyle. He picked you up for school and that what I was planning to do" he says I scoffed 'Well you were sent home by Bianca, at 2am and I didn't say anything about that" He smirked 'So, you're jealous of Bianca. Noted" he winked 'Tha---that's not what I'm saying! Ughh, you're hopeless" I tell him and started walking pass him 'I told you we'd work out. Now, we act like a couple. Say yes to me Kristen" he shouted I didn't turn to look at him and still walking. Later on, I was out of the forest and was mesmerized by a lake, a beautiful lake. I know this place. 'This place is where me and my mom ran away every time, we both needed it." I whisper to myself 'Really?" I forgot I was with Sebastian. I sighed and nod. 'I miss my mom so much that I am mad at her for leaving me so soon" 'I brought you here to have fun, not to dwell on the past. Come on." He says as he reaches for my hand He prepared a picnic set-up. We both sat down and he started giving me something to eat. So far this is good. Going so good. And sometimes, good means bad.