Chapter 74

He likes me and dancing with me is one of the things he wants to experience. It wouldn"t make me satisfied, but I wanted to give in to him before I cut into whatever we tried. I could bet my first dance even though it was important to me because I also wanted him to experience dancing with the first girl he liked. I don"t know what the purpose was to stumble him in his first love; I don't know why it's destined to happen to us. We reach so far and I am thankful for the care and love he showed to me. I am not expecting that everything will be fine, but I will never forget him. He has a huge part in my life that I will carry in my whole life. I won"t ask for his forgiveness because I didn"t deserve it, but if he accepts my decision and he doesn"t plant hatred on me, I will avoid him until I have forgiven myself. He came to a halt in front of me, his smile intact. I stared down at his hand as he handed it to me, then looked up to see his reaction. I didn't t