Chapter 38

I'm not sure why Jas hasn't shown up in over a month. I waited for him, anxious, but I refrained from contacting him since I had told myself that I would forget how I felt for him. I believe that fate has chosen not to allow me to see him, but it has caused me to think about him every day because I don't know if he is in good health. I don't see him even in my night classes; I tried to walk by their building but couldn't see even his shadow. For the past month, what has he been up to? Isn't he supposed to come on campus whenever I have a night class so he won't see me? Why isn't he keen in seeing me? Our most recent meeting went well, and I don't remember him being irritated with me. I haven't been able to return his umbrella that I lent him because we last met when he stayed the night at my place. I'm not sure why, but his umbrella was constantly in my purse, and I couldn't bear leaving it at home. There isn't a day that goes by that he doesn't cross my mind. When I do things th